Prologue - A mosaic of memories

Welcome to my Blog.  A History of Us in Fragments

A mosaic of memories from a friendship that ended in silence.

Starting With What I Know

Here’s what I know: a twenty‑year friendship ended, and I don’t know why.

Here’s what I don’t know: how to make sense of that silence.

This blog is my attempt to work through the loss of someone who mattered deeply to me — someone who shaped two decades of my life and then disappeared from it without explanation. I’m not here to speculate or assign motives. I’m here to honour what was real, to acknowledge what was lost, and to understand how to move forward when closure never came.

I’ll be writing in fragments because that’s how memory works when something ends abruptly. You don’t get a clean narrative. You get moments. Scenes. Feelings. Questions. And you try to build something coherent from them.

I’m writing this because silence leaves its own kind of weight. Because grief doesn’t only belong to romantic endings. Because losing a friend can feel like losing a part of yourself, especially when you don’t understand why it happened.

If you’re reading this, thank you for witnessing the beginning of that process.